so kimball wouldn’t let me go there because I was pregnant, but now theres some pregnant chick there. WTF.

bastards.

-.-

annoying as fuck when your boyfriend has dated all of fucking Tracy, Livermore, and where ever the fuck elseeeeeeeeee!

this little girl is capable of murder, if you hurt her.

Sometimes I miss you,and the I remember everything you did to me, and all the shit you put me through.

you made me feel like I wasn’t myself. I’ve never been so fucking depressed in my life until I met YOU.

then that little ounce of me that misses you,goes away.

why am i not happy?

my life is pretty much perfect right now.

and I’m just not happy.

its too easy to fall into my anorexia again..

I have so much to do and so much i think about, that I forget to eat.

& then 3 days pass by and i realize I haven’t eaten anything and how flat my stomach is. then I’m like “hey, that was easy”, and continue on with it.

WHY CANT I THINK LIKE A NORMAL PERSON.

FUCK.

I DON’T FUCKING UNDERSTANNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

why do I ruin every fucking thing I love?

-.-

I’m a fool and I know it.

I want mo babiessss.

I’m fucking crazy, i know.

I haven’t cried in such a long time.

I forgot how much it sucks..

Sometimes I misss herrrrrrrr. I cant think of any fucking reason whyyyyy.

blaaaaaah :(

I feel so stupid complaining.

I’m the reason I have a baby. Its my fault that im in this situation.

but I can’t fucking handle it sometimes djfkljljvg !

i want to run awaayy. far awaaaaaaaay -.-

I’ve been so fucking happy lately.

Alice has been doing great, she’s getting so healthy and smart.

Ray is just amazing, I’m extremely happy with him. He treats me like a princess, I love it<3

&& I’m almost graduated!

wooooot. I burned my leg today though:/